1 00:00:11,840 --> 00:00:17,880 This program me contains strong language and scenes of a sexual nature. 2 00:00:48,760 --> 00:00:51,576 [WOMAN IN BACKGROUND:] Definitely leave the, like, lining in, 3 00:00:51,600 --> 00:00:52,856 like, especially in a.. 4 00:00:52,880 --> 00:00:55,296 [MAN: ]Mm-hm, but actually, it'll keep you warm in the winter. 5 00:00:55,320 --> 00:00:57,016 [LAUGHS: ]Yeah. 6 00:00:57,040 --> 00:00:58,696 Anything going on over the weekend? 7 00:00:58,720 --> 00:01:01,056 Um, no, not much, you? 8 00:01:01,080 --> 00:01:05,096 No, uh, just going out to the a, uh, a bit of a jazz spot. 9 00:01:05,120 --> 00:01:07,616 Oh, nice. Yeah, I've got a few friends going together. 10 00:01:07,640 --> 00:01:09,296 Oh, that'll be great. Nice. 11 00:01:09,320 --> 00:01:10,536 Yeah. 12 00:01:10,560 --> 00:01:12,136 No, we've got a quiet weekend. 13 00:01:12,160 --> 00:01:13,976 Yeah? Yeah. 14 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:18,576 You watching anything special at the moment? Um, not really. 15 00:01:18,600 --> 00:01:19,856 No. Mm. 16 00:01:19,880 --> 00:01:21,456 I just... 17 00:01:21,480 --> 00:01:23,216 OK, have a good weekend. 18 00:01:23,240 --> 00:01:25,176 Yeah, yeah... 19 00:01:25,200 --> 00:01:27,656 See you later. I'm going to head off. I'll see you on... 20 00:01:27,680 --> 00:01:30,496 See you Monday... Monday. Now, what do I need to take? 21 00:01:30,520 --> 00:01:31,936 OK. You heading off? Huh? 22 00:01:31,960 --> 00:01:34,256 You heading off? Well, yeah, you know, it's the weekend. 23 00:01:34,280 --> 00:01:36,936 Yeah. All right. OK. Just give me a second. 24 00:01:36,960 --> 00:01:38,000 Oh, OK. Yeah. 25 00:01:41,720 --> 00:01:45,360 [ALL SING:] ♪ Happy birthday... ♪ [LAUGHING: ]Oh, God, no! 26 00:01:47,320 --> 00:01:52,336 ♪ Happy Birthday to you... ♪ 27 00:01:52,360 --> 00:01:53,976 Oh, God. 28 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:58,496 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Maria... ♪ 29 00:01:58,520 --> 00:02:00,096 Oh, God. 30 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:02,056 [THEY CHUCKLE] 31 00:02:02,080 --> 00:02:06,136 ♪ Happy birthday... ♪ "Nice voice, Anthony..." 32 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:08,200 ♪ To you. ♪ 33 00:02:12,120 --> 00:02:13,616 [ALL: ]Yay. 34 00:02:13,640 --> 00:02:15,360 [APPLAUSE] 35 00:02:17,560 --> 00:02:19,136 How's the birthday girl? 36 00:02:19,160 --> 00:02:20,816 Too many birthdays. 37 00:02:20,840 --> 00:02:22,656 Ah, I doubt that. I doubt that. 38 00:02:22,680 --> 00:02:24,536 So, is there any special plans for...? 39 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:26,856 Are you going out tonight? Uh, no. Oh, no. 40 00:02:26,880 --> 00:02:29,896 No. My kids are coming over for lunch tomorrow. 41 00:02:29,920 --> 00:02:31,376 So. OK. 42 00:02:31,400 --> 00:02:32,896 And that'll be about it, really. 43 00:02:32,920 --> 00:02:35,376 Yeah. Hubby not taking you anywhere? 44 00:02:35,400 --> 00:02:36,776 I don't think so. 45 00:02:36,800 --> 00:02:39,416 I mean, he's probably going to cook something, you know. Mm-hm. 46 00:02:39,440 --> 00:02:40,976 He likes doing a bit of cooking, so... 47 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:42,536 What's your special meal? 48 00:02:42,560 --> 00:02:45,136 Spaghetti. He likes a kind of spaghetti... Right. 49 00:02:45,160 --> 00:02:47,936 With a sort of, you know, carbonara, or... 50 00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:50,096 Nice... Bolognese. Nice. 51 00:02:50,120 --> 00:02:51,496 Something like that. 52 00:02:51,520 --> 00:02:52,856 Yeah. So, what about you? 53 00:02:52,880 --> 00:02:55,336 What are you going to be getting up to? 54 00:02:55,360 --> 00:02:57,656 Um, I was just saying, a few friends getting together, 55 00:02:57,680 --> 00:03:00,376 going out to a music gig. Yeah. Oh, that's sound good. 56 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:01,936 No, I know, I need it, man. 57 00:03:01,960 --> 00:03:04,296 What kind of music? Uh, a bit of jazz. Oh, lovely. 58 00:03:04,320 --> 00:03:06,856 God, I haven't listened to jazz for ages. You play anything? 59 00:03:06,880 --> 00:03:08,856 No. [SHE LAUGHS.] 60 00:03:08,880 --> 00:03:10,136 Do you? 61 00:03:10,160 --> 00:03:11,616 Um... Saxophone. 62 00:03:11,640 --> 00:03:13,296 How did you know? 63 00:03:13,320 --> 00:03:15,776 I mean, I've got, I've had, like, three lessons so far, so. 64 00:03:15,800 --> 00:03:17,256 Have you? Really? Yeah. 65 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:20,296 It's not like I can, uh... There'll be no tunes coming out of me... 66 00:03:20,320 --> 00:03:22,416 [SHE LAUGHS ]..just a load of noise. 67 00:03:22,440 --> 00:03:24,336 Oh, you might have to get yourself a gig, 68 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:25,976 and then I'll come and watch you. 69 00:03:26,000 --> 00:03:27,296 Right, if you're coming, 70 00:03:27,320 --> 00:03:29,376 then I'll definitely get one organised for you. 71 00:03:29,400 --> 00:03:31,656 Oh, thanks, everybody, for all this. 72 00:03:31,680 --> 00:03:33,696 Aw. Really nice of you. 73 00:03:33,720 --> 00:03:35,456 Really lovely. Thank you. 74 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:37,656 No problem. Oh, Good. Thanks. 75 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:39,936 Yeah, have a great weekend. Have a good evening. 76 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:41,280 Thanks, thank you. 77 00:04:05,240 --> 00:04:06,680 Hey-hey. 78 00:04:11,840 --> 00:04:13,800 John, John, John. 79 00:04:27,440 --> 00:04:28,736 John? 80 00:04:28,760 --> 00:04:31,056 [CORK POPS ]Oh! Hooray! 81 00:04:31,080 --> 00:04:34,856 [THEY LAUGH] 82 00:04:34,880 --> 00:04:37,256 Very good. ♪ Happy birthday... ♪ 83 00:04:37,280 --> 00:04:40,360 Oh, no, please not the song again! No. Hey, come on. 84 00:04:41,600 --> 00:04:45,616 Wait, wait, wait. First things first. 85 00:04:45,640 --> 00:04:48,416 Oh, I've been looking forward to this today. 86 00:04:48,440 --> 00:04:52,056 Oh, my darling. Oh, darling! Cheers! Cheers! 87 00:04:52,080 --> 00:04:55,536 Thank you. Happy birthday! Oh, darling, can we skip that bit? 88 00:04:55,560 --> 00:04:59,016 But it's your birthday! Of course you can't skip that bit. 89 00:04:59,040 --> 00:05:01,696 Mm. Mm! Ah! 90 00:05:01,720 --> 00:05:04,656 Right, do you want to eat? Mm. Yeah? 91 00:05:04,680 --> 00:05:08,496 OK, well, let's get it on. [GAS BURNER CLICKS.] 92 00:05:08,520 --> 00:05:10,000 Don't worry. 93 00:05:11,440 --> 00:05:13,256 There we go. I've cooked spaghetti there. 94 00:05:13,280 --> 00:05:15,280 OK. Have a drink. 95 00:05:17,480 --> 00:05:21,016 Cheers. Cheers. To... 96 00:05:21,040 --> 00:05:23,856 To you. To... Miracle Maria. 97 00:05:23,880 --> 00:05:27,120 To... Maria, the miracle. [THEY CHUCKLE.] 98 00:05:31,520 --> 00:05:32,960 That won't be long. 99 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:36,480 Hello. What? 100 00:05:37,600 --> 00:05:39,280 [Hello! HE CHUCKLES.] 101 00:05:45,520 --> 00:05:46,840 Nice. 102 00:05:48,160 --> 00:05:51,680 Look. What? Undo me. 103 00:05:55,360 --> 00:05:56,600 Come on! 104 00:05:58,280 --> 00:06:02,256 Oh, really? Really. Come on. 105 00:06:02,280 --> 00:06:03,960 I'm going to undo you. OK. 106 00:06:06,840 --> 00:06:08,080 OK. 107 00:06:09,320 --> 00:06:11,896 I'm struggling with the knot a little bit, 108 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:13,600 so I can't get the thing... 109 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:20,720 No, not now, Maria. Maria, not now. Really? 110 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:23,496 All right, come on. Come on. 111 00:06:23,520 --> 00:06:25,216 No, come on. It's all right. No, come on. 112 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:28,416 No, no, no! Maria! Maria! Oh, shush! I... 113 00:06:28,440 --> 00:06:32,016 I didn't mean not at all. Doesn't matter. It's fine. 114 00:06:32,040 --> 00:06:36,336 I meant not now. No, that's OK. The spaghetti Bolognese is fine. 115 00:06:36,360 --> 00:06:39,056 I don't understand where that comes from. 116 00:06:39,080 --> 00:06:43,056 Oh, please, John, enough! But... 117 00:06:43,080 --> 00:06:46,136 Just leave it. What do you mean where does it come from? 118 00:06:46,160 --> 00:06:48,056 What kind of a stupid question is that? 119 00:06:48,080 --> 00:06:49,576 Where does that feeling come from? 120 00:06:49,600 --> 00:06:51,536 We've been perfectly all right up till now. 121 00:06:51,560 --> 00:06:53,656 Yes, we have. We've been fine. We've had nice... 122 00:06:53,680 --> 00:06:55,656 Don't worry, I won't rock the boat again! 123 00:06:55,680 --> 00:06:58,616 We've made love. We make it beautiful. It doesn't matter! 124 00:06:58,640 --> 00:07:02,616 It's romantic and lovely. John, please, that's enough. 125 00:07:02,640 --> 00:07:05,400 But it doesn't make it... I don't know. 126 00:07:09,840 --> 00:07:12,256 It didn't seem like the Maria I know. 127 00:07:12,280 --> 00:07:14,936 OK. You seem like a different Maria. 128 00:07:14,960 --> 00:07:16,976 Did it? Oh, right. Was it a different Maria? 129 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:20,016 No, it wasn't. It's this Maria. This is Maria. 130 00:07:20,040 --> 00:07:23,576 This is Maria. This is Maria who wants to go like that sometimes, 131 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:25,856 who wants to take my clothes off in the kitchen, 132 00:07:25,880 --> 00:07:28,976 who wants to have sex with my husband that isn't planned. 133 00:07:29,000 --> 00:07:30,896 Well, I didn't... Is that so much to ask? 134 00:07:30,920 --> 00:07:32,656 I gave you exactly what you didn't want. 135 00:07:32,680 --> 00:07:35,136 Oh, you're talking rubbish. I just wanted to have sex! 136 00:07:35,160 --> 00:07:39,296 I'm perfectly capable of... Ha! ..romantic sex. Yes, lovemaking. 137 00:07:39,320 --> 00:07:42,176 Just not in the kitchen. You just wanted a fuck! 138 00:07:42,200 --> 00:07:44,096 And what's wrong with that? 139 00:07:44,120 --> 00:07:46,976 It's got to be all, you know, glowy, beautiful music. 140 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:48,376 It can be beautiful music. 141 00:07:48,400 --> 00:07:50,456 It can be candlelit. Plush and sweet and gentle. 142 00:07:50,480 --> 00:07:53,016 It can be romantic on your birthday. Yes. And...? 143 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:56,736 Or I... But I don't want a dirty fuck. Right, fine! 144 00:07:56,760 --> 00:07:59,840 I'm not a dirty fucker! Thank you. 145 00:08:11,800 --> 00:08:15,400 Night-night. Night. 146 00:08:19,720 --> 00:08:21,520 [HE SIGHS] 147 00:09:23,160 --> 00:09:24,400 Have we got any houmous? 148 00:09:25,440 --> 00:09:26,656 Uh, there's some... 149 00:09:26,680 --> 00:09:29,040 Erm, just keep digging. You'll see something. 150 00:09:33,280 --> 00:09:34,536 Ah. 151 00:09:34,560 --> 00:09:35,600 Oh, yeah. 152 00:09:44,880 --> 00:09:47,600 Just fancied a little... dip. 153 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:53,976 It's all right, I can do it. 154 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:55,336 No, no. I'll... No, I can do it. 155 00:09:55,360 --> 00:09:57,936 It's not about opening the houmous. Well, what... 156 00:09:57,960 --> 00:09:59,416 Put it down. Just put it down. 157 00:09:59,440 --> 00:10:02,400 Oh, I thought you were helping me to open the houmous! No. 158 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:08,656 What I was trying to say... 159 00:10:08,680 --> 00:10:12,096 Mm-hm... through the... door 160 00:10:12,120 --> 00:10:15,056 when you were in the bath is that I really love you. Mm. 161 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:16,120 And, erm. 162 00:10:17,400 --> 00:10:20,416 I just want you to know that and just always hang onto that. 163 00:10:20,440 --> 00:10:22,576 I love you, too. 164 00:10:22,600 --> 00:10:25,296 I really do love you, too. We OK? 165 00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:26,976 Yeah. We're good. 166 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:29,296 Yeah? We going to have a nice afternoon? Course we are. 167 00:10:29,320 --> 00:10:30,896 Do you want me to open that houmous? 168 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:32,416 No! Don't! 169 00:10:32,440 --> 00:10:36,440 I've been opening houmous by myself for years! I will open the houmous for you. 170 00:10:38,560 --> 00:10:39,896 Let me do the others. 171 00:10:39,920 --> 00:10:41,696 I actually can't open the houmous! 172 00:10:41,720 --> 00:10:43,176 Yes, you... Come on. 173 00:10:43,200 --> 00:10:44,896 No, I've done it. I've done it now. 174 00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:48,256 I've done it. Take a knife to it if you can't. That's what I'd do. 175 00:10:48,280 --> 00:10:54,016 Anyway, I've got, erm... I've got things to do that involve... What? 176 00:10:54,040 --> 00:10:56,856 Flour and... What? ..Things. 177 00:10:56,880 --> 00:10:58,896 We'll enter, uh... Oh, no. You don't have to... No, please. 178 00:10:58,920 --> 00:11:00,856 Bake Off. No, no, no, no. Look, we've done this. 179 00:11:00,880 --> 00:11:02,456 This is going to be my entry. 180 00:11:02,480 --> 00:11:05,816 You did the birthday yesterday. But the children haven't done it. 181 00:11:05,840 --> 00:11:08,056 They don't need cake. They need a birthday cake. 182 00:11:08,080 --> 00:11:10,176 They're not six and eight. Oh, for God's sake. 183 00:11:10,200 --> 00:11:11,456 [HE SIGHS] 184 00:11:11,480 --> 00:11:15,416 I'm just saying. We're going to have a late lunch, 185 00:11:15,440 --> 00:11:17,376 we're going to have nice wine... Oh, God. 186 00:11:17,400 --> 00:11:19,096 We're going to have the kids here, 187 00:11:19,120 --> 00:11:22,136 we're going to celebrate the birthday, I'll open my pres... 188 00:11:22,160 --> 00:11:23,560 We don't need a cake. 189 00:11:25,520 --> 00:11:28,336 It'll just have candles on top that I've got to blow out 190 00:11:28,360 --> 00:11:31,920 and be embarrassed again, all over again, after work. 191 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:34,656 We don't need a cake. 192 00:11:34,680 --> 00:11:37,456 I'm just trying to... I'm just trying to celebrate you. 193 00:11:37,480 --> 00:11:41,696 You don't need to do anything to try and celebrate me. 194 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:44,016 Whatever I do just turns to dust. 195 00:11:44,040 --> 00:11:45,656 No, it doesn't. That isn't true. 196 00:11:45,680 --> 00:11:46,720 [HE SIGHS] 197 00:11:47,800 --> 00:11:53,016 Just come and eat houmous with me and drink your wine. 198 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:58,680 You don't have to do anything else to make me happy. 199 00:12:00,320 --> 00:12:02,576 I'm perfectly happy. 200 00:12:02,600 --> 00:12:04,536 [DOORBELL RINGS] Ah! 201 00:12:04,560 --> 00:12:05,840 Ha-ha! 202 00:12:07,440 --> 00:12:08,936 Oh, good. 203 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:10,936 Yay! 204 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:13,336 The cavalry have arrived! Hey! Happy birthday. 205 00:12:13,360 --> 00:12:15,816 Happy birthday, Mum. Come in. Happy birthday. 206 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:18,216 Hello, darling. How are you doing? 207 00:12:18,240 --> 00:12:19,856 Come in. Hello! 208 00:12:19,880 --> 00:12:21,856 Oh, it's so lovely to see you. 209 00:12:21,880 --> 00:12:23,816 Hi. You must be David. 210 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:26,456 Hey, lovely to meet you. So nice to meet you. 211 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:27,856 Hello. How are you doing? 212 00:12:27,880 --> 00:12:29,536 Oh, no, no, no. Please, John, no... 213 00:12:29,560 --> 00:12:32,936 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 214 00:12:32,960 --> 00:12:39,096 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 215 00:12:39,120 --> 00:12:45,696 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Maria ♪ 216 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:51,416 ♪ Happy birthday to you. ♪ 217 00:12:51,440 --> 00:12:52,936 Thank you, Thank you. 218 00:12:52,960 --> 00:12:54,336 [CHEERING] 219 00:12:54,360 --> 00:12:55,616 Thank you, thank you. 220 00:12:55,640 --> 00:12:57,456 If I never have to hear that song again, I'll... 221 00:12:57,480 --> 00:12:59,416 Speech, speech, speech, speech, speech! 222 00:12:59,440 --> 00:13:02,256 Oh, God. They sung it at work yesterday. 223 00:13:02,280 --> 00:13:06,096 I just wanted the ground to open up and disappear. 224 00:13:06,120 --> 00:13:07,936 And then I got back yesterday 225 00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:11,016 and then, of course, Dad started singing it to me. 226 00:13:11,040 --> 00:13:14,216 Well, why does a husband singing to his wife shock? 227 00:13:14,240 --> 00:13:17,216 He did get me a really nice painting. Isn't that nice? 228 00:13:17,240 --> 00:13:19,096 There we are. Yeah, that's nice. 229 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:20,656 So, how's things going? 230 00:13:20,680 --> 00:13:23,976 Yeah. How long have you two been seeing each other? 231 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:25,656 Uh, about five, five-ish months now. 232 00:13:25,680 --> 00:13:27,536 Oh, my goodness. Wow! Yeah. 233 00:13:27,560 --> 00:13:29,696 That's a fair old while, isn't it? Yeah. Fantastic. 234 00:13:29,720 --> 00:13:31,336 And how long have we been together? 235 00:13:31,360 --> 00:13:32,576 Oh, God. No. 236 00:13:32,600 --> 00:13:34,376 Please, don't let's go there. 237 00:13:34,400 --> 00:13:36,536 Well... How long has it been now? 238 00:13:36,560 --> 00:13:40,056 Oh, my God. Well, uh, uh, 30... 239 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:42,936 La-la-lah-lah-la. 240 00:13:42,960 --> 00:13:45,336 Cheers to that. I don't mind saying, 31 years. 241 00:13:45,360 --> 00:13:47,616 Oh, thank you. 31 years. Well, you're doing well, already. 242 00:13:47,640 --> 00:13:49,136 So, which bit of Ireland are you from? 243 00:13:49,160 --> 00:13:51,016 I'm from Dublin. Right. OK. 244 00:13:51,040 --> 00:13:53,056 Yeah, I was born and raised in Dublin. 245 00:13:53,080 --> 00:13:56,256 Yeah. Um, but I have family in Canada, and I have family... 246 00:13:56,280 --> 00:13:58,216 Oh... Oh. Yeah, over in Toronto, so... Oh, wow. 247 00:13:58,240 --> 00:14:00,496 Yeah, so, my dad actually lives over there now, though, 248 00:14:00,520 --> 00:14:01,976 my mum is Ireland, and my dad is in... 249 00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:04,256 Are they not together any more? No. They, they're not. 250 00:14:04,280 --> 00:14:07,616 They were together for 24 years, or so. 251 00:14:07,640 --> 00:14:12,176 But, yeah. Where, where do you, where do you think you'll, where do you think you'll settle? 252 00:14:12,200 --> 00:14:14,176 Where, where do you feel like home is? 253 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:16,296 Bloody hell, Dad. Um... What? I don't know. Uh... 254 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:19,176 I think that went straight in there. No, I'm not, I'm just curious. 255 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:21,056 Where are you going to put your roots down? 256 00:14:21,080 --> 00:14:22,976 Come on, you got to make a decision. No, no, no. 257 00:14:23,000 --> 00:14:24,736 You're just in his face. All I'm asking... 258 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:26,936 Where will you hang your hat? That's all. Yeah... Yeah. 259 00:14:26,960 --> 00:14:29,176 But he doesn't know. God Almighty. He's in his twenties. 260 00:14:29,200 --> 00:14:32,296 He can hang his hat wherever he wants. He can hang his hat. 261 00:14:32,320 --> 00:14:34,856 He might hang here for a bit and then, there for a bit. 262 00:14:34,880 --> 00:14:38,016 And, cos he's... Yeah. But where inside is your home? 263 00:14:38,040 --> 00:14:40,296 That's all I was saying. What, spiritually, is your home? 264 00:14:40,320 --> 00:14:42,456 That's a big question. Yes, it is a big question. 265 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:44,576 What? What? It's a, it's important. 266 00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:46,696 It is an important question, isn't? 267 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:48,816 I guess. In the long run. Do you have any...? 268 00:14:48,840 --> 00:14:50,416 Some people don't know, 269 00:14:50,440 --> 00:14:52,776 might never find where they're going to hang their hat. 270 00:14:52,800 --> 00:14:54,896 I mean, that's the great thing about their lives, 271 00:14:54,920 --> 00:14:57,856 they'll just be roaming around, and they're not looking for a place 272 00:14:57,880 --> 00:15:00,696 to hang their hat, and they're very happy not hanging their hat. 273 00:15:00,720 --> 00:15:02,816 I'm, I'm right. But, if you remember the song. 274 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:05,576 "Wherever I hang my hat's my home", I mean, you can roam. 275 00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:07,696 Oh, God. Oh, leave it. And you, you've got your whole life 276 00:15:07,720 --> 00:15:09,696 ahead of you. Uh-oh. Here we go. 277 00:15:09,720 --> 00:15:12,496 What? You've got your whole life ahead you. 278 00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:13,936 You roam as much as you wish. 279 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:17,816 Sooner or later, you will, you'll have to make that decision. 280 00:15:17,840 --> 00:15:20,096 Papa is not a rolling stone, he is really, really. 281 00:15:20,120 --> 00:15:22,856 God, it's a real theme for this weekend, isn't it? 282 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:25,936 What? No, calm down. Goodness me. 283 00:15:25,960 --> 00:15:28,816 Put a lid on it. Well, I mean, honestly, it's, it's... 284 00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:30,096 Sorry. No, no, it's OK. 285 00:15:30,120 --> 00:15:32,616 No, sorry, the last 24 hours have been like this. 286 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:34,576 Sorry, uh, you know, we're, uh... 287 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:37,016 We're at loggerheads about, you know, where we should be, 288 00:15:37,040 --> 00:15:39,456 where we want to be, where we want to go, what we want to do, 289 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:40,816 what kind of adventure we want? 290 00:15:40,840 --> 00:15:43,496 Oh, for goodness' sake, John. What particular kind of fancy. 291 00:15:43,520 --> 00:15:44,856 What the hell are you on about? 292 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:48,336 I'd just to say, in a very calm and collected way... 293 00:15:48,360 --> 00:15:50,296 Unlike my husband. 294 00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:52,056 Nobody's at loggerheads at all. 295 00:15:52,080 --> 00:15:53,776 I'm just. 296 00:15:53,800 --> 00:15:55,336 Well, sure about that? 297 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:58,296 Well, I'm not. I've just been saying, you know, 298 00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:02,376 come on, maybe we could do something and travel or... 299 00:16:02,400 --> 00:16:08,936 That's nice... we look at what we've got and, so that we're not just... 300 00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:11,976 Yeah, yeah. ..staid. But, anyway. 301 00:16:12,000 --> 00:16:14,296 Anyway, look, tuck in and get yourself some food. 302 00:16:14,320 --> 00:16:17,416 There's plenty of food here. It looks very nice. Thank you. 303 00:16:17,440 --> 00:16:19,816 I'll use a fork, I'll be polite. 304 00:16:19,840 --> 00:16:21,496 Oh, thank you for reminding me of that. 305 00:16:21,520 --> 00:16:23,616 France or Italy? 306 00:16:23,640 --> 00:16:26,576 Ooh. I don't know. Whatever you think. 307 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:29,136 I'm not a connoisseur of any sorts, so... 308 00:16:29,160 --> 00:16:31,616 I'll leave them with you, and you can decide... 309 00:16:31,640 --> 00:16:36,136 Thank you... which European country you can travel to. Thank you. 310 00:16:36,160 --> 00:16:40,376 So, we've, we've found a place. 311 00:16:40,400 --> 00:16:43,216 Oh, stop. Stop. Hot news. 312 00:16:43,240 --> 00:16:45,496 No, no, no, no. Hot new breaking news. 313 00:16:45,520 --> 00:16:47,336 It's not hot news. 314 00:16:47,360 --> 00:16:48,696 What? It's not hot news. 315 00:16:48,720 --> 00:16:50,656 Just, Phillipa and I have found a place. 316 00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:53,776 Oh. Oh, wow. But, no, but nothing's, nothing's happened yet. 317 00:16:53,800 --> 00:16:56,776 But I didn't know you were going from that kind of, you know, 318 00:16:56,800 --> 00:16:59,576 we'll live here a bit, and maybe... Oh, it's about the right time. 319 00:16:59,600 --> 00:17:02,136 To suddenly like, uh... What do you mean, it's about the right time? 320 00:17:02,160 --> 00:17:04,336 Well, you know, he's, he's what? How old are you now, 27, 28? 321 00:17:04,360 --> 00:17:06,136 Is that right? What does that mean? 322 00:17:06,160 --> 00:17:08,656 It's a good time to start thinking about those things. 323 00:17:08,680 --> 00:17:10,456 It's a good time to stop living, is it? 324 00:17:10,480 --> 00:17:11,776 No. Did I... Did we... 325 00:17:11,800 --> 00:17:15,136 OK, let's stop now. No, wait a minute. Wait a minute. 326 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:17,536 Did we stop living when we were 27? No, we, uh... 327 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:20,496 Well, that's debatable, but something stops, doesn't it? 328 00:17:20,520 --> 00:17:22,736 We lived in a different way. It's a chapter, isn't it? 329 00:17:22,760 --> 00:17:25,256 So, you, you turn the page and you move into the next chapter. 330 00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:27,616 Yeah. But you need to think about the next... Thank you. 331 00:17:27,640 --> 00:17:29,336 Thanks, Dad. Yes, that's my pleasure. 332 00:17:29,360 --> 00:17:31,136 I know, I'm just saying, you know, don't rush. 333 00:17:31,160 --> 00:17:32,976 How much is the deposit? 334 00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:34,496 Um... No, don't ask that. 335 00:17:34,520 --> 00:17:36,376 Why not? It's, it's necessary. 336 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:37,976 Well, cos he might not want to tell you. 337 00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:40,936 We got, uh, they're looking for like a 15% deposit, or something. 338 00:17:40,960 --> 00:17:43,936 OK. So, yeah. Are, are you all right with that? Yeah, yeah. We're good. 339 00:17:43,960 --> 00:17:46,176 You, you, you've got that? Well, they can. 340 00:17:46,200 --> 00:17:48,296 We're good for it, yeah. We're good for it. We've got it. 341 00:17:48,320 --> 00:17:50,176 You've always been good with money, haven't you? 342 00:17:50,200 --> 00:17:51,856 Stacking it away. I'm not sure about that. 343 00:17:51,880 --> 00:17:55,416 Ooh, spend it. Spend it. Go wild and spend it. 344 00:17:55,440 --> 00:17:57,096 No, they... See, that's... 345 00:17:57,120 --> 00:17:58,736 Get your, get your place sorted. 346 00:17:58,760 --> 00:18:01,696 Thanks for that reckless advice, Mum, I'll bear that in mind. 347 00:18:01,720 --> 00:18:03,376 You can always rely on me to be reckless. 348 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:05,016 Yeah. Cheers to that. Cheers to that. 349 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:06,776 Oh, yeah, to being reckless. I like it, yes. 350 00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:09,616 To the birthday girl. Yeah, to, to, uh, to your... 351 00:18:09,640 --> 00:18:11,976 To mortgages. Possibly. Yeah, to mortgages. To your home. 352 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:14,656 To mortgages up that end of the table. To your home and to Phillipa. 353 00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:17,216 Thank you. Thanks. Good for you. 354 00:18:17,240 --> 00:18:19,256 It feels like the right thing to be doing. 355 00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:22,536 Good. Yeah, so long as it's the right thing for you, that's... Yeah. 356 00:18:22,560 --> 00:18:25,736 That's important. Mm. Yeah. That's good. That's really good. 357 00:18:25,760 --> 00:18:27,896 It's lovely houmous. Mm. 358 00:18:27,920 --> 00:18:29,616 Is she pregnant? 359 00:18:29,640 --> 00:18:31,336 Oh! 360 00:18:31,360 --> 00:18:33,736 She better not be. Is she? She is? 361 00:18:33,760 --> 00:18:35,496 No, she's not. She's not pregnant. 362 00:18:35,520 --> 00:18:39,536 You'd better fucking tell me, cos I can't wait to be an auntie. 363 00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:41,696 That's what I call an adventure, anyway. 364 00:18:41,720 --> 00:18:43,496 That's, that's very exciting news. 365 00:18:43,520 --> 00:18:47,176 Well, thanks, Dad. Congratulations. God, help us. Good luck. Good luck. 366 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:50,176 You know, touch wood, it all goes well for you. Mm. Mm. 367 00:18:50,200 --> 00:18:54,456 How are you, Alice? What's, what's going on? Good. Uh, phew. 368 00:18:54,480 --> 00:18:58,376 Well, we might go to Canada for a bit. 369 00:18:58,400 --> 00:18:59,976 See how we like it out there. 370 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:02,176 Oh, God. That's amazing. 371 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,856 Yeah. Yeah. And, you know, David's got family out there. 372 00:19:04,880 --> 00:19:06,856 He's from, like, he's got roots there. Yeah. 373 00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:09,496 I'd love to introduce you to all my cousins, my cool cousins. 374 00:19:09,520 --> 00:19:10,936 Yeah, exactly. Out in Toronto. 375 00:19:10,960 --> 00:19:12,256 And just see what it brings. 376 00:19:12,280 --> 00:19:16,856 Yeah. Ho-ho! Gorgeous lake with mountains and... 377 00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:21,176 My girl's going to Canada. Yeah, you're excited then. That's good. 378 00:19:21,200 --> 00:19:22,696 Oh, so, I'll miss you. 379 00:19:22,720 --> 00:19:24,976 When are you guys, when are you guys thinking of going? 380 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:27,456 We're thinking of even getting a little cheeky bus... 381 00:19:27,480 --> 00:19:29,776 Yeah, maybe going around. What do you mean, a bus? 382 00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:33,616 Like, maybe rent out a bus and kind of just... Yeah. 383 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:35,976 Oh, that's so good. Go along the parks and stuff. 384 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,216 That's so good! 385 00:19:38,240 --> 00:19:40,536 I was telling your dad, yesterday, 386 00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:43,336 about this woman that I used to know who, long story short... 387 00:19:43,360 --> 00:19:45,656 Oh, my God. It's pathetic, this. 388 00:19:45,680 --> 00:19:48,776 What? The woman who went through America in a burger van. 389 00:19:48,800 --> 00:19:50,696 Is that the one? No, it wasn't a burger van. 390 00:19:50,720 --> 00:19:53,016 Why are you so judgmental about that? I'm not. 391 00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:55,616 I've just heard this story many times. Sorry, you carry on. 392 00:19:55,640 --> 00:19:58,696 There was this woman, I didn't know her very well, friend of a friend. 393 00:19:58,720 --> 00:20:02,336 Mm. Every year, she was married, happily married, happy, had kids, 394 00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:03,616 everything was great. 395 00:20:03,640 --> 00:20:06,096 It wasn't because she was trying to rock the home boat, 396 00:20:06,120 --> 00:20:07,736 or anything like that. 397 00:20:07,760 --> 00:20:11,416 Every year, she took herself off, she flew to New York. 398 00:20:11,440 --> 00:20:15,456 She hired a big motor home, and she drove across America. 399 00:20:15,480 --> 00:20:17,776 On her own. To LA. 400 00:20:17,800 --> 00:20:20,416 On her own. Wow. Through the desert. That's fucking cool. 401 00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:23,896 Look, I'll just keep... I'm just going to take five minutes. 402 00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:25,376 I'll just quickly... Sorry, go on. 403 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:27,136 You carry on. What I was saying 404 00:20:27,160 --> 00:20:33,056 was that I just started to feel that you want every day to be, 405 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:35,896 not your birthday, for Christ's sake. 406 00:20:35,920 --> 00:20:39,736 But every day should be something, not, you know, 407 00:20:39,760 --> 00:20:42,256 you should feel that you're having your best life. 408 00:20:42,280 --> 00:20:44,976 Yeah. That's it. That's what I'm meaning to say. 409 00:20:45,000 --> 00:20:47,616 You should feel that you're having your best life, 410 00:20:47,640 --> 00:20:51,496 or your best possible life, whatever that means to you. 411 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:55,136 You, fabulous, hats off to you, 412 00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:57,696 thinking of going to Canada for a bit. 413 00:20:57,720 --> 00:21:00,576 Maybe it'll work out, maybe it won't, but you're open. 414 00:21:00,600 --> 00:21:02,256 Amazing. 415 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:05,216 You, you're having the best, the life that you want. 416 00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:09,216 You know, you've made a choice that's very... 417 00:21:09,240 --> 00:21:12,016 Hang on, Mum. No, but you know what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah. 418 00:21:12,040 --> 00:21:14,536 And I respect that. I respect that... 419 00:21:14,560 --> 00:21:16,576 No, I'm joking. I'm joking. 420 00:21:16,600 --> 00:21:20,760 Your choices are different, and I'm just saying that 421 00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:25,640 there's such a lot. 422 00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:30,096 There's nothing wrong with different. 423 00:21:30,120 --> 00:21:32,680 There's such a lot I haven't done. 424 00:21:41,240 --> 00:21:42,496 Hm. 425 00:21:42,520 --> 00:21:43,976 Are you all right? 426 00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:45,120 OK. 427 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:48,720 What's the matter? 428 00:21:50,360 --> 00:21:52,816 What's the matter? 429 00:21:52,840 --> 00:21:54,680 I'm just scared, I think. 430 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:56,760 I'm coming in. 431 00:21:58,000 --> 00:21:59,280 There's absolutely... 432 00:22:02,040 --> 00:22:05,016 There's absolutely nothing to be scared of. 433 00:22:05,040 --> 00:22:06,216 Are you OK, Mum? 434 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:07,280 Yeah, I'm good. 435 00:22:08,640 --> 00:22:10,096 I'm good, actually. 436 00:22:10,120 --> 00:22:11,280 I really am good. 437 00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:14,136 Just seems a bit... 438 00:22:14,160 --> 00:22:15,696 No, no, no. 439 00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:17,856 I wish I could go to Canada. 440 00:22:17,880 --> 00:22:18,976 You should go to Canada. 441 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:20,816 I know! You see? That's my point. 442 00:22:20,840 --> 00:22:21,976 Yeah. 443 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:23,800 That is my point, exactly. 444 00:22:24,840 --> 00:22:28,736 I don't feel... remotely old. 445 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:30,576 You're not. 446 00:22:30,600 --> 00:22:31,880 I really don't. 447 00:22:32,880 --> 00:22:36,416 I mean, God forbid, there might come a day when I am 448 00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:38,816 incapacitated, when I, my... 449 00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:40,256 Who knows what? 450 00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:41,936 Knees, hips, joi... 451 00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:43,736 But at the moment, 452 00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:47,696 I feel absolutely alive 453 00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:51,200 and capable and fit. 454 00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:53,656 I feel fit. 455 00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:54,840 I feel... 456 00:22:58,240 --> 00:22:59,280 I feel... 457 00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:06,400 Hey. 458 00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:10,016 Sorry. 459 00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:11,376 What's wrong? 460 00:23:11,400 --> 00:23:12,440 Nothing. 461 00:23:13,960 --> 00:23:18,040 It's just nice to say it to somebody who listens. 462 00:23:20,360 --> 00:23:21,720 I feel, 463 00:23:24,120 --> 00:23:26,200 so full of potential. 464 00:23:30,320 --> 00:23:31,840 I don't want to think 465 00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:36,800 any aspect of my life is over. 466 00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:39,496 It's not. I know. 467 00:23:39,520 --> 00:23:41,176 I know. 468 00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:42,560 I really know that. 469 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:45,120 I know it isn't. 470 00:23:47,280 --> 00:23:49,040 And I'm not going to let it be. 471 00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:52,336 I'm not... I'm not... 472 00:23:52,360 --> 00:23:54,360 I'm not going to let it be over. 473 00:23:57,560 --> 00:24:00,680 Cos I've got a lot to give. 474 00:24:04,720 --> 00:24:05,816 Are you off? 475 00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:07,496 Yeah, we're off. Yeah. 476 00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:09,056 Oh. 477 00:24:09,080 --> 00:24:11,176 Bye, darling. 478 00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:13,136 Thank you... Ah... for everything. 479 00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:15,016 I love you, Dad. I love you too. 480 00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:17,056 Take care. Take care. Lovely, lovely to meet you. 481 00:24:17,080 --> 00:24:18,896 Absolutely. Really lovely. 482 00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:20,736 Yeah. Very good. 483 00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:22,496 Oh, darling. 484 00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:24,200 Thank you. 485 00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:28,856 I love you. I know. Love you. 486 00:24:28,880 --> 00:24:30,496 I love you too. 487 00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:31,896 OK. Bye. 488 00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:33,616 Drive carefully. 489 00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:35,456 Take care. My bag. 490 00:24:35,480 --> 00:24:36,856 Oh, yeah, don't forget that. 491 00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:38,816 Happy birthday, Mum. Thank you. 492 00:24:38,840 --> 00:24:40,216 Thank you. Love you both. 493 00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:43,120 Bye-bye. Bye. Happy birthday! Bye. Bye. 494 00:24:45,520 --> 00:24:46,880 Aw. 495 00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:49,200 Bye. 496 00:24:51,400 --> 00:24:52,880 Ah. 497 00:24:57,040 --> 00:24:58,576 Well, he's... 498 00:24:58,600 --> 00:25:01,336 He's really lovely, isn't he? 499 00:25:01,360 --> 00:25:03,936 Well done, Alice. 500 00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:05,080 He's great. 501 00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:13,056 Well... Ha. 502 00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:17,320 I! Might be waving her off to Canada for a while. 503 00:25:20,200 --> 00:25:21,720 Good on her. 504 00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:24,120 All I can say. 505 00:25:31,760 --> 00:25:34,336 Yes? No? Hello. 506 00:25:34,360 --> 00:25:36,256 Suddenly, you've got nothing to say. 507 00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:37,760 That's kind of weird. 508 00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:41,640 Had a lot to say earlier, that's for sure. 509 00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:45,136 Oh, actually, let me rephrase that. 510 00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:48,216 A lot to criticise earlier, 511 00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:50,176 as in me. 512 00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:52,096 What are we doing with this? Chuck it? 513 00:25:52,120 --> 00:25:53,440 Just leave it. I'll do it. 514 00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:02,616 I said, leave it. I'll do it. I'm just putting it down. 515 00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:05,016 Yeah. Just put it down, and then I'll 516 00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:09,136 put some music on and have myself a jolly old time, 517 00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:10,680 and deal with it all. 518 00:26:17,880 --> 00:26:21,816 Actually, how fucking dare you do that in front of my children? 519 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:24,816 How dare you patronise me? 520 00:26:24,840 --> 00:26:26,136 Leave my cards alone. 521 00:26:26,160 --> 00:26:28,440 I'm just going to put them on the... Well, I'll do it. 522 00:26:29,560 --> 00:26:33,056 Looking at what's been written, it's been written to me. 523 00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:34,856 Can I have nothing that's mine? 524 00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:36,536 Me, me, me, I, I, I. 525 00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:39,256 Yes, because it's my birthday. 526 00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:41,136 Not that you'd know that with you. 527 00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:43,776 Criticise, criticise, criticise. 528 00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:45,616 Everything I said today, you picked me up on it. 529 00:26:45,640 --> 00:26:48,336 And everything I've done in the last 24 hours is for your birthday. 530 00:26:48,360 --> 00:26:51,696 Thank God, Alice and David have got 531 00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:55,896 some kind of understanding of what it was I was trying to say. 532 00:26:55,920 --> 00:26:58,256 Don't call me stupid in front of my children. No way. 533 00:26:58,280 --> 00:27:00,776 That's not happening. I didn't call you stupid. 534 00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:04,376 Whereas, you, everything I said was, you know, 535 00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:06,616 "Oh, well, look, she wants to do this," 536 00:27:06,640 --> 00:27:08,016 and, "What's she saying?" 537 00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:10,096 Like, I mean, really? 538 00:27:10,120 --> 00:27:12,496 It's like I'm not allowed to say anything. 539 00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:15,560 You want me to put on a straitjacket in the morning. 540 00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:18,240 It's unbelievable. 541 00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:32,936 Just leave me alone for a bit. Just leave me alone. 542 00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:34,000 Fine. 543 00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:38,376 Just burn it off. All right? Just burn off. 544 00:27:38,400 --> 00:27:41,560 Fucking pissed off with not being listened to. 545 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:47,216 Just drink. Just have a drink, Maria. 546 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:49,376 Just have a drink. 547 00:27:49,400 --> 00:27:50,440 Have a drink. 548 00:28:01,120 --> 00:28:04,256 I really hate this. I know you hate it. Yeah, good. 549 00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:07,616 Oh, "Good." Good that I hate it? Is that your intention? Is that what you're trying to do? 550 00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:11,376 If you actually stopped and analysed what's happened, 551 00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:13,776 and what your reaction has been, 552 00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:16,576 I think you might realise that it's not stupid. 553 00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:18,776 All that's happened... Listen to me. 554 00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:23,416 All that's happened in the last 24 hours is that I've said, 555 00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:29,056 God forbid me, I've said a few thing about not being blinkered, 556 00:28:29,080 --> 00:28:30,776 about seizing the day, 557 00:28:30,800 --> 00:28:34,256 about having freedom to do anything that we want to do. 558 00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:39,496 That is all I've said, and you've taken such great umbrage to it. 559 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:41,176 No. Which is one thing. 560 00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:43,296 I'm trying to understand it. 561 00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:45,856 Oh, really? I do not understand it. 562 00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:48,216 Well, then, why don't you ever say to me... I'm not stupid. 563 00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:51,696 Why don't you say to me, in a calm, quiet way, 564 00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:54,216 "Please tell me what you mean, Maria? 565 00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:57,216 "Please, tell me what you're feeling"? Because it's always like this. 566 00:28:57,240 --> 00:29:00,176 You always just... "Please..." You always fight me whenever I try and... 567 00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:02,376 No, I don't fight. I'm fighting you now. Every time... 568 00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:05,016 Every time I try to speak, you fight me. I'm fighting you now, 569 00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:07,576 because of the way you behaved today. 570 00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:10,376 I was not allowed to say things to my children. 571 00:29:10,400 --> 00:29:12,296 I was not allowed to share my feelings with... 572 00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:14,416 Well, you said plenty to them. You said plenty to them. 573 00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:16,936 And why shouldn't I? Why shouldn't I? 574 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,336 At my cost. 575 00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:21,896 Why is me saying that I might want to have some freedom 576 00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:25,560 and have an adventure at your cost? 577 00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:29,376 Why is it? 578 00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:32,336 Because every time I challenge it, you take the piss out of me. 579 00:29:32,360 --> 00:29:35,736 Or say that I'm playing safe. It was you who was the taking the piss out of me! 580 00:29:35,760 --> 00:29:38,536 I started to tell them the story about my friend, and you said, 581 00:29:38,560 --> 00:29:40,376 "Oh, here we go." 582 00:29:40,400 --> 00:29:43,336 "Here's this story about this woman. Who's it?" 583 00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:44,736 Whoom, crush. 584 00:29:44,760 --> 00:29:47,696 Everything I said, whoom, crush. 585 00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:51,480 And I'm not going to be crushed by you, or anybody. 586 00:29:58,000 --> 00:29:59,080 Urgh. 587 00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:37,800 I'm not going to apologise because. 588 00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:42,920 I don't see why I should have to. 589 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:49,536 But I don't want to shout. 590 00:31:49,560 --> 00:31:51,560 I don't like shouting. But... 591 00:31:58,240 --> 00:32:01,120 I would like it if you could understand that 592 00:32:06,120 --> 00:32:07,680 what we did when we were young 593 00:32:09,920 --> 00:32:13,760 we got this home and we had the children, and we 594 00:32:14,880 --> 00:32:16,320 absolutely did it. 595 00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:24,176 But there was so much that I didn't do. 596 00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:28,936 Things I really, achingly wanted to do, 597 00:32:28,960 --> 00:32:31,840 and just couldn't do them. 598 00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,320 And now 599 00:32:38,280 --> 00:32:42,376 we don't have those responsibilities and 600 00:32:42,400 --> 00:32:45,096 I'm not in my late twenties, or early thirties, 601 00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:49,600 but I am absolutely in my prime. 602 00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:54,040 My prime. 603 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:01,616 And I'm not... 604 00:33:01,640 --> 00:33:03,680 I'm not going to waste it. 605 00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:09,600 I'm going to do this with or without you. 606 00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:12,680 That's it, really. 607 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:34,880 [SHE EXHALES] 608 00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:22,120 I'm sorry, John. 609 00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:29,936 Maria. 610 00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:31,200 Please. 611 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:47,120 Oh, shit. [SHE SIGHS.] 612 00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:02,176 [SHE PANTS] 613 00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:04,280 [SHE WRIGGLES GEAR STICK] 614 00:36:08,120 --> 00:36:10,720 [ENGINE REVS] 615 00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:21,096 Nice. Nice... 616 00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:22,136 Nice room. 617 00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:23,496 Very, um... 618 00:36:23,520 --> 00:36:26,176 Very bachelor-y. Yeah? [SHE GIGGLES.] 619 00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:27,856 You know 620 00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:31,400 the big TV and the big sofa and... Mm-hm 621 00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:34,376 that's kind of 622 00:36:34,400 --> 00:36:36,456 all you need. Mm-hm. 623 00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:38,736 All you need, indeed. [SHE CHUCKLES.] 624 00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:40,176 Why are you here? 625 00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:41,960 Why am I here? Mm. 626 00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:45,696 Well, because 627 00:36:45,720 --> 00:36:50,336 there's this... thing that passes between 628 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:51,896 two people. [SOFTLY:] Mm-hm, 629 00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:53,280 and I think it's 630 00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:57,240 passing between us. 631 00:37:00,720 --> 00:37:01,760 And... 632 00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:07,840 I'm not gonna pretend it's not... happening, 633 00:37:10,920 --> 00:37:12,280 and I 634 00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:14,440 want it. 635 00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:33,120 So... Mm-hm... 636 00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:37,480 What are we doing here? 637 00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:43,600 I don't know. What are we doing here? 638 00:38:00,560 --> 00:38:01,600 How's the wine? 639 00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:06,640 It's going down well. Mm-hm? [SHE CHUCKLES. 640 00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:10,936 Mm... 641 00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:12,440 [SHE SIGHS] 642 00:38:45,400 --> 00:38:46,440 Hey... 643 00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:48,960 Hey, you. 644 00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:15,480 [SHE MOANS SOFTLY] 645 00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:18,600 Oh... 646 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:21,880 [SHE MOANS SOFTLY] 647 00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:24,440 Oh... 648 00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:27,280 [SHE EXHALES] 649 00:39:40,600 --> 00:39:41,840 [SHE WHIMPERS SOFTLY] 650 00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:45,200 [SHE PANTS] 651 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:55,480 [THEY PANT] 652 00:39:57,960 --> 00:39:59,760 [HE MOANS] 653 00:40:00,840 --> 00:40:02,440 [SOFTLY:] Oh, shit... 654 00:40:09,040 --> 00:40:10,136 Yeah...! 655 00:40:10,160 --> 00:40:16,360 [SHE LAUGHS] 656 00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:19,280 [SHE MOANS] 657 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:26,800 [THEY CHUCKLE ]Mm... 658 00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:31,600 [THEY PANT] 659 00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:35,560 [HE KISSES HER, SHE CHUCKLES] 660 00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:39,360 [SHE CHUCKLES, HE PURRS] 661 00:40:53,480 --> 00:40:55,320 I think. 662 00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:02,880 I'm going to have to resign. 663 00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:09,560 Oh, yeah? 664 00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:12,880 Yeah. 665 00:41:16,760 --> 00:41:18,440 I want new Maria. 666 00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,600 I don't want old Maria any more. 667 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:48,080 [KEYS CLATTER SOFTLY] 668 00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:29,480 [SHE INHALES, SNIFFLES] 669 00:42:31,680 --> 00:42:33,680 [SHE WHIMPERS] 670 00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:37,360 [SHE SNIFFLES 671 00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:53,840 Wasn't sure if you were coming back. 672 00:44:14,600 --> 00:44:15,920 [HE SOBS] 673 00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:24,400 [HE SOBS] 674 00:44:34,120 --> 00:44:35,640 Darling, you'll be all right. 675 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:41,600 [HE SOBS GENTLY] 676 00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:49,016 [HE SOBS FORCEFULLY] 677 00:44:49,040 --> 00:44:50,400 [HE CRIES] 678 00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:54,880 Subtitles by Red Bee Media